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One day, you’re a student in a prestigious acting studio. The other, you’re scolding Billy Bob Thornton on the set of a popular-to-be TV show. Paulina Chávez has been a part of this industry for years, but getting a role in ‘Landman’ was a milestone for her. As she admits, without any hesitation, she was “absolutely ready” for such a turn of events.
“My character, Ariana, is so different from me, yet there are many similarities. To be so young and be able to play someone as Ariana is a dream for an actress.” Even during her early days, while Chávez was just learning how to act, one of the characters she played was a woman interrogating a man. “She ends up castrating him, so when I read the script for ‘Landman’ for the first time, I immediately knew this was something for me!” the show’s star laughs.
In the modern film industry, there are two types of actors: those who are late and those who are not. Born in El Paso, Texas, the 23-year-old actress falls into the second category, as she joins our Zoom meeting right on time, despite a packed schedule. The second season of Taylor Sheridan’s ‘Landman’ has just premiered, and Chávez is right in the middle of her press tour. Everyone keeps talking about the show. And, it’s barely a surprise – it got bolder, funnier and more intense, even if it remains one huge chaotic ride, full of its ironic humour, old-fashioned jokes and a lot of grotesque elements that carry through the episodes.
In ‘Landman’, Ariana’s husband dies when an oil pump blows up during one of his gigs. Suddenly, her life undergoes drastic changes within a span of a second. I tell Chávez that the same can be said about her, even if we are speaking of two different circumstances. Yet, the show still gave her traction, and it is one of the reasons we meet today. The actress admits that she thought about such parallels while filming the show, especially during the second season. “We’re going to see even more changes affecting Ariana’s life.”
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Grieving leads us to strange places – after losing her husband in season one, Ariana regains her strength by finding some emotional support in Cooper (Jacob Lofland). I’m curious if Chávez remembers where grieving has led her in her life – after our interview, I’ll realise it was a question asked rather too soon. But, it gives us a new sort of dynamic as she opens up about the death of an important relative.
“I remember when I booked my first show for Netflix, and I was so excited about this opportunity. However, a week before I started working on this show, I had learned that my grandma had passed away.” She admits it was a huge blow for her. “The happiness and joy are mixed with the feeling of being depressed – I realised that my grandma would never be able to watch the final product. Life is so unpredictable and nobody knows how to navigate grief.”
Inevitably, by waking up every day, Chávez had to learn how to do it. “I’m a person who feels everything,” she confesses. “I can’t watch devastating movies, as I always put myself in all those situations.” While playing Ariana, she was terrified that someone close to her might suddenly die. “All of it was really draining, especially when you filter your characters’ experiences through your own story. So, I often relied on my breathing exercises, which allowed me to leave Ariana behind.”
She emphasises how vital it is for actors to practice self-care after intense scenes. “Whenever I finish a demanding shooting day, I go back home, take a bath and listen to a good album.” For Ariana, Chávez had a dedicated playlist. While working on the first season, she listened to Raye’s ‘My 21st Century Blues’ (“I still come back to it quite religiously!”). Meanwhile, the second season guided her into different musical territories. As Ariana, she put Bad Bunny’s latest album, ‘Debí Tirar Más Fotos’, on her headphones.
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Grieving has enabled Chávez to form a personal connection with her character. “I’m not a widow,” she says, “but I could understand her more. I also remember when I was five, and my aunt lost her husband. Even as a child, I witnessed the entire process and could see her own process for grieving. It’s difficult to recover from this.” I notice how the actress is – quite evidently – clasping her hands. She’s generally relaxed, but also slightly hesitant, as the old wounds are being opened. But, maybe this is what you need from a stranger interviewing you on Zoom – a brief moment to be able to tell the truth and only the truth.
Oscar Isaac once said that “being a thespian requires you to be fully confident about what you’re doing.” But – as he argued – actors are “full of uncertainties.” Seemingly, after hearing this quote, Chávez agrees with the ‘Frankenstein’ actor. So, how does she work on her own self-assurance both as an actress and a woman in the film industry? The actress once again clasps her hands, as she needs a moment to think about it. “I’m often scared of forgetting lines on set,” she admits. “I always try to be as open as possible, to know everything about my character. And, I try to have a good relationship with the creatives, so we’re on the same page.”
One of the scenes she mentions is a dinner sequence from the first season, when things get intense between Ariana and Tommy, Billy Bob Thornton’s character. “You always need to trust other people on set. Obviously, they want the project to succeed and will do everything to make it work. They will try to guide you, so it’s all about trust,” she explains. Chávez reveals that Sheridan wanted to be delicate in telling Ariana’s storyline because it’s “so easy to judge her.” “She falls in love while grieving! Yet, it’s life – you never know when a certain tenderness is going to hit you.”
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When it comes to navigating her personal life in modern Hollywood, it’s more about “trusting yourself” and always being ready for the most unexpected. Chávez calls herself a person who “overthinks everything” and “overprepares.” But, as she states, it gives her a dose of confidence to go on a set and be ready for every kind of scenario. This way, as she assures me, she’s got “Plan A, Plan B, and Plan C.” Chávez probably has even more plans for every role – she stops counting for the sake of brevity, but I’m certain she could just go on.
Ariana is also a powerful Latina force of nature, and her roots play a part in the way she handles her grief. “But, it’s not only that,” the actress says. “It’s a portrayal of people I know. Whenever I had scenes where I needed Ariana to express herself, even through shouting, I still reflected on all those experiences from my past.” Chávez also believes that Mexicans grieve differently from Americans. “It’s all about community and it gets Ariana through everything. Their love language is food. Feeding someone means actually loving someone.”
Season two depicts another stage of Ariana’s internal suffering. “She will have to accept her new reality and learn how to live in it again. She’s acknowledging the fact that her first love is gone, and now it’s time to move on, while treasuring all the memories.” Chávez feels that everyone has their own way of coping with the loss, and it’s rarely discussed in public. “I’m not viewed as fully American or Mexican, so I guess there’s some mixture of those two worlds in both me and my acting. I think we are all expected to get over our inner sadness. I suppose I was expected to let my grief go away after the death of my grandma. Though it always stays with us. I also remember my parents crying for the first time. If they find it difficult, then how am I supposed to go through all of it?”
When Ariana’s grief passes, at least for a while, there is still motherhood that needs to be handled. During our conversation, I mention Uta Hagen, a highly influential acting teacher, who once wrote that one needs to create their character by drawing on some personal experiences. Hagen’s approach is being echoed, as Chávez remembers how “crazy” it was for her to become an on-screen mother at the age of 22. Five months before she auditioned, her sister gave birth to her first child. The actress went to Colorado with her mother to help the family with a newborn. “It’s so much work! I have no idea how two people do it, let alone a single parent like Ariana.”
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In Colorado, she was on nightshifts with her nephew, which enabled her to understand every little challenge related to motherhood. “It was everything, from changing the diapers to helping with feeding the baby,” Chávez recalls. In a way, becoming Ariana allowed her to reflect on her sister’s recent experience, although she still wasn’t prepared for every little obstacle. “I also learned that depicting breastfeeding on screen isn’t a piece of cake. I worked with a pillow, and even if I was holding it correctly, it all comes down to a camera angle. My intimacy coordinator gave a lot of cues on how to imitate breastfeeding as Ariana properly.”
There’s some hidden beauty in this on-screen process despite the entire tragedy her character is going through. At some point, Ariana says to Cooper, “I feel happy and I shouldn’t,” and it’s a moment to reflect on – for both characters and the spectator. I ask Chávez if she also remembers the last time she felt happy when she shouldn’t have – and it all goes back to her late grandma, who, at this point, feels like someone more than just an important family figure. “When I was doing the press tour in the US, I wanted to share it all with her or the person I just broke up with,” ‘Landman’’s star admits.
Chávez doesn’t have to be on a film set to think about Ariana. “I see her as a family member. I’ve lived with her character for so many months, so she’s always there, right beside me.” ‘Landman’ has just been renewed for its third season, but will it be difficult to let Ariana go once it eventually ends its run? “I remember when Friends finished. I already know it’s gonna be heartbreaking. But, Ariana’s living within me.” She smiles. “And I think she is never gonna go anywhere.”
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‘Landman’ is streaming now on Paramount+.
photography. Zuzanna Blur
fashion. Branden Ruiz
talent. Paulina Chávez
hair. Andrea DiSabatino
make up. Azra Red for Exclusive Artists using AORA Mexico
production. Cassidy Cocke
fashion assistants. Melissa Gomez & Earvin Williams Silva Raymond
interview. Jan Tracz
