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Connecting from a surprisingly cool LA at 27 degrees Celsius, Emei phones into a sweltering, 40-degree afternoon in Paris. While the climate gap is stark, the heat outside perfectly matches the theatrical, centre-stage energy of Emei’s latest EP. Listening to ‘Night at the Opera‘ feels like we’re embarking on a voyage into the depths of Emei’s emotional universe. The namesake opening song was actually the last song written for the project, serving as the ultimate welcome track and tying everything together retroactively. In it, the very first chorus lays out the map for the entire tracklist; destinations include: the pain, the gag, the drama.
There’s heartbreak dressed up as opera, girlhood rage repackaged as a diss track, and grief folded quietly into a love song about the moon — each track its own act, each one demanding to be felt at full volume. Somewhere between a full moon, a pair of larger-than-life swans, and a stack of dog-eared journal pages, Emei has built a small, self-contained world where every emotion gets its own spotlight. It’s an EP that knows exactly how much it wants you to feel, and doesn’t apologise for any of it.
From conquering creative blocks through “The Artist’s Way” to the therapeutic power of a diss track, Schön! sat down with Emei to talk about finding a flow state on stage, blocking the ‘Noahs’ in our lives, and the thoughts captured within the pages of a dotted Leuchtturm1917 journal.

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Emei, you grew up watching Broadway and knew from a very young age that you wanted to be a performer. What is it about performance that has always fascinated you?
Ever since I was little, I’ve always loved to sing. It has always been my favourite pastime. Once I started actually performing on stage, it was the one place where I could really hit a flow state. I’m a very anxious person in my daily life. I’m often in my head, also in social interactions or at parties. But when I’m on stage, I feel the most comfortable, and it’s always been a safe place for me.
Funny, since it’s often the other way around.
Yeah, totally!
Does life, too, feel like a performance from time to time?
For sure. For my birthday, I went to the Met Opera to watch Don Giovanni. There were some parallels to my life, and I was like: “Oh, I hate sharing that.” I wrote the title track of “Night at the Opera” when I was really going through it, and I felt like I had to write about the misery in my life. I felt like I had to make other people happy; like I was on stage, performing for others.
The song “Night at the Opera” begins with “Am I cursed?” Do you believe in curses?
Oh, I do believe in the balance of karma, that things always weigh themselves out. When a lot of good things happen in my life, I believe something bad will happen too and vice versa. Last year, when I was writing this project, I was in the thick of it, just waiting for that part to pass. However, I don’t really believe in being cursed; I believe in a greater something, that there’s some sort of path or plan that we’re subscribed to.
What’s the most theatrical aspect, and what is the least theatrical aspect of this album?
The most theatrical element is that it’s all rooted in my emotions. That’s the core: asking what the point of love is? That’s so dramatic! I’m just imagining my hand on my forehead [laughs]. The least dramatic part, strangely, is the same thing. The fact that it’s all rooted in my everyday emotions and my journal entries. That doesn’t feel very dramatic to me because it’s so real. It’s not a show.
In the “Night at the Opera” video, we see Chinese and Venetian Opera Masks, larger-than-life inanimate swans, and a full moon. Do you feel impacted by the moon?
I have always been drawn to the moon. I don’t know if I have noticed the impact of its cycles on me, but a lot of this project was written through grief and writing about my grandma’s passing. On tour, I have been singing one of her favourite Chinese love songs. It’s about seeing the moon, and it representing love. So, to a certain degree, I’ve always thought the moon to be really romantic.
Is never loving anyone again really a solution to never enduring pain, or will that cause a different pain in the end?
I think I’m maybe coming around to that. When I wrote, “What’s the Point!” I was really upset; I just felt unprepared for losing people in my life. I don’t remember signing a contract that told me that if I got close to people, I would eventually suffer from severe heartbreak. I didn’t get the memo! Of course, I know that loving someone puts you in a vulnerable spot, but it was the first time that I experienced all these very intense emotions.
I felt pretty blindsided and angry about it. Now it’s been a year and a half, and I’m slowly getting to the point of thinking: “Isn’t that the objective of life? Aren’t we supposed to just love people, and then we deal with the fact that we have to lose them when the time comes?” So I guess it’s worth it, even though I begrudgingly say that.
We also need to talk about Noah. I think you’re really speaking from, unfortunately, a lot of our experiences with this song…
Noah is a letter to the girls and women to watch your back. You think this guy is empathetic, lovely, really gets you, and always says the right things. But the more perfect someone seems to be, the less real it is. Some people are really, really good at talking and love bombing. Obviously, it’s not about blocking all men who are named Noah. It’s about your very own Noah, whatever they may be called. Whoever you think of when you hear the song, you should trust your instincts.
What’s been the reaction to this song?
It’s been cool because I’ve been getting a lot of DMs from people telling me they blocked their Noah.

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You’re starting a revolution.
It’s been great! I love, love, love a silly diss track, and it’s really fun to sing that song. I feel like I’ve always been an angry girl who writes her emotions into music.
Being an angry girl is such a positive thing!
Yes! Through this past year, I learned that you can’t really shut your emotions down. You will have them, and you have to let them exist to get through it. Music is really special and magical in that way because it helps you feel and work through your emotions.
In “Bloom”, you’re talking about the fear of never blooming, and coincidentally, I was re-reading the intro of “The Artist’s Way”, which reminded me exactly of that song…
Oh my god, no way!
Have you done it?
Yeah, I was doing it when I was writing this. Wait, maybe it influenced me. Tell me more!
She wrote: “I have come to believe that creativity is our true nature, that blocks are an unnatural thwarting of a process at once as normal and as miraculous as the blossoming of a flower at the end of a slender stem”
Maybe it did influence me! I did “The Artist’s Way” from July to September of last year. I wrote, “What’s the Point!” “Simple Request” and some of “Noah” before starting it, but “Noah” took a long time. I ended up going through some writer’s block, and then, after I finished the book, I wrote “Bloom” and “Night at the Opera”.
Have you done it again since?
I did it just that one time. However, I just reopened it the other day, since I have been thinking about starting it again.
I love the influence Julia Cameron is having on the world.
It’s so impressive! This EP is also my first time dancing in a music video. I started going back to dance classes, and I do think that her book was a big part of opening that door for me.
From the heights of your emotions to a simple request. What’s one simple pleasure you cannot live without?
Oh, my gosh, my journals. I get so excited to go to the bookstore, to buy a new journal or a good pen. I love stationery!
Which journal is your favourite?
I’m a big Leuchturm1917 girl.
Me too! Dotted, lined or squared?
Definitely dotted.

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‘Night at the Opera’ EP is out now.
photography. Ben Duggan
fashion. Daisy Stackpole
talent. Emei
hair + make up. Jenna Lee
video. Cal Travis Oaks
lighting. Luke Anaclerio
production + creative. Kelsey Barnes
interview. Fiona Frommelt
studio. The Ivory Space